Who I Am and Who I'm Not
Not being yourself is quite possible one of the most painful feelings. There are people who know me, those who sort of do, and then those who never will. Well, I believe I am the only one who truly knows me. I am more than okay with that. It’s how it should be. The ones who sort of know me is where the pain comes from. They think they know me but they don’t. They have some idea of me but it’s no where near how I see myself…
If you are friends with someone but your conversations are awkward then that is naturally painful. You can never really show your true self. Or they have an idea of you and if you break that then they don’t know how to take it really. And then say this friend moves away, and so do you. Both of you are at a loss cos neither of you knew each other. And for the rest of their lives and yours they’ll never know you. It brings a sour taste to the tongue.
So. Be yourself. Always. And don’t care about what others think. Thank you.
