When there is a time in one’s life to take risks just do it. It’s very worth it. Right now I am in this position. I am finishing my undergraduate career in a couple of months. This may seem scary but it’s also liberating. I believe it’s good to know what you like but also not to have a set path. Life becomes way to boring to live in the same rut day after day. I put in my last day of Starbucks last Wednesday and boy does it feel good. It’s odd because suddenly I feel way more alive, spiritually and creatively. Today felt pretty insane. There were a few small pieces that ultimately just made me appreciate people and the joy they can bring a human into feeling that they exist. I ask myself,
what do I like to do? One of those top reasons is drawing, forward-thinking, animation. I met with my very new friend today to meet up and discuss our project. I haven’t felt that much creatively flowing throughout my body for so long. I forgot that possibility. It felt like that because we were both on the same page, no arguments, just hearing each other’s ideas. We started the ground work for something I believe will be very close to my heart. The passion was there from the get go. When I talked to him after class that one day I already knew it was a good decision. That is when I feel the most alive. When someone can just make me feel comfortable yet I can learn from them from the words they bring to me. It’s truly a blessing. I got very excited at our rendezvous today and just had ideas galore. I haven’t felt this good about something, and it’s just such a breath of fresh air to be able to have good feelings about a collaboration and new friendship. Thank god for Home Movies.